i’m so glad that you came into my life. you are my other half, my peanut butter to my jelly. who would of thought that our friendship would have gone to where we were now. i remember meeting you like your first week at st joes, and then seeing you at the chiarellis party just started our whole friendship. seriously, once we started talking at school, i don’t think we’ve went a day without talking to each other. even while i went to italy, i talked to you everyday. god do i wish you came to italy with me, things would have been so much better with you there! our crazy nights at tiki, maddens, halo and all the parties we’ve gone together too have been some of the funniest nights ever. even us just hanging out watching movies and doing nothing is fun. i can talk to you about anything and our friendship means the world to me. you probably know me better than i know myself. you at least keep better track of my schedule than i do. remember us pregaming with dixie cups in my room with pinnacle cake? we still pretty much pregame wherever we go. even though we’ve only been best friends for about a year, i feel like we’ve went through everything together: boys, partys, laughing, crying, school, friendships, shopping, and more. all the people we’ve met together, all the mutual friends we have, all the fun we’ve shared. i’ll never forget it. all the memories we have and theres gonna be more to come over the years <33 i love you!
(technically, i have three best friends that i would write this too. but since two are sisters, i’ll write this to lauren)
I’ve never been so happy to be home where i belong. i’ve never cried so much in my life with being away from everything i knew. don’t get me wrong, Italy was beautiful and i loved the scenery and the things i did, but i just wish things were different with my self-esteem and how i felt while i was there. i barely took pictures of myself and the people there with me because i just couldn’t shake how i felt and i was just never 100% comfortable. i cried for two days once i got home just because i never wanna be away from my loved ones again and what i know and love. there’s so much more i would write on here but since its a public blog i’m not going to go into detail with everything i felt but just to end this, its so nice being back with my best friends and my mom. seriously. i was even thrilled to go back to work and get back to normalcy. I’ve always loved my life, but now i appreciate it so much more being away from it for so long. i never want to leave my loved ones again. ever.
